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Rift
- A Memoir of Breaking Away from Christian Patriarchy
- Narrated by: Cait West
- Length: 8 hrs and 3 mins
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- Dawn Burns
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A Truth-Teller Reads Her Own Memoir!
In her April 4th Eerdman’s interview, Cait West says, “I’ve been called an apostate, a heretic, and a witch. But I don’t take it personally. 🙂 I prefer ‘truth teller.’”
I can think of no better way to begin this review than to say, “Read my friend Cait’s book! She’s a truth teller!”
From the first to the final page, there is so much to love:
* Cait West’s skilled and beautifully crafted writing, like this from the opening page: “If I am alone enough or scared enough, I try to collect the memories, weave them together like lace, like snowflakes.”
* Cait’s honesty about “the complexity of past love and loss and damage” which threads through the book as a steady both/and of emotions and experiences that have shaped who she has become, who she is still becoming.
* Cait’s hope on the final page that, “I have room to love and be loved, to explore the Earth unafraid, to pray or be silent. I am open to the wonder of living.”
Readers on their own journeys—particularly those breaking free from fundamentalism and abusive structures of all sorts—can trust that through the rifting of their own lives, “we can survive, and in the separating, we become something new, always evolving.”
Finally, as an audiobook listener, I have the added advantage of hearing Cait's story read in her own voice--compelling, clear, and kind throughout. Highly recommend!
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- 05-04-24
Well said and well written
Almost all women who are born and raised in some form of organized religion will face many of these issues. I don't really know any religion that doesn't have patriarchy as its foundation--- some have evolved but look at how they started and who wrote the rules. Thank you Cait for writing your story.
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- Maria Hauskins
- 05-05-24
Compelling narrative and beautifully written
I heard about Cait’s book on YouTube from an interview she did with Cults to Consciousness. This is a must read for anyone who is interested in feminism, cults or religion. This is a beautifully written and lovingly crafted book. The narrative flows so effortlessly through this book and you move through the chapters with ease. Cait is a wonderful writer. Her story is probably like many other women in fundamentalist Christianity. Throughout the narrative, you are with her as she moves through her, putting pieces together and finding inner strength until she finds the courage to speak up. This is a wonderful and powerful book and I think it is a must read for anyone interested in these topics, or anyone who wants to hear the stories of women. Excellent read! Probably my favorite book of 2024 so far!
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