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I Promise It Won't Always Hurt Like This
- 18 Assurances on Grief
- Narrated by: Clare Mackintosh
- Length: 5 hrs and 2 mins
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Publisher's summary
"Grief has run through my life like thread through fabric; at times gossamer-thin and barely there, other times weaving thick, clumsy darns across the rips. In my grief I am a mother, a child, a sister, a wife, a woman, a friend. I am also a writer."
When Clare Mackintosh lost her five-week-old son, she soon discovered there are no neat, labeled stages of grief like so many books insist. The shape of each loss is different; when a parent, relative, or friend passes, we grieve the person in all their beauty, their humanity, their imperfections. For Clare, there was no preparing for the anger and excruciating ache of knowing her child's life would remain unlived. This is the book she needed then.
Inspired by a viral Twitter thread Clare wrote on the anniversary of her son's death, this deeply honest, compassionate memoir will bring solace and encouragement to anyone who finds themselves walking with grief, whether for a season or for several years. It is for those who need a little voice saying: I Promise It Won't Always Hurt Like This, for the people who love them, and those who understand that great loss can be a window through which we see how powerful, and unending, love can be.
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Max and Pip are the strongest couple you know. They're best friends, lovers - unshakable. But then their son gets sick and the doctors put the question of his survival into their hands. For the first time, Max and Pip can't agree. They each want a different future for their son. What if they could have both? A gripping and propulsive exploration of love, marriage, parenthood, and the road not taken, After the End brings one unforgettable family from unimaginable loss to a surprising, satisfying, and redemptive ending and the life they are fated to find.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Depressing
- By ladybug on 07-25-19
By: Clare Mackintosh
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Tending Grief
- Embodied Rituals for Holding Our Sorrow and Growing Cultures of Care in Community
- By: Camille Sapara Barton
- Narrated by: Camille Sapara Barton
- Length: 5 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
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We live in a culture that suppresses our ability to truly feel our grief—deeply, safely, and on our own terms. But each person’s experience is as unique as the grief itself. Here, Camille Barton’s take on grief speaks directly to the ways that BIPOC and queer readers disproportionately experience unique constellations of loss.
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No Judgment
- Essays
- By: Lauren Oyler
- Narrated by: Lauren Oyler
- Length: 8 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
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In her writing for Harper’s, the London Review of Books, The New Yorker, and elsewhere, Lauren Oyler has emerged as one of the most trenchant and influential critics of her generation, a talent whose judgments on works of literature—whether celebratory or scarily harsh—have become notorious. But what is the significance of being a critic and consumer of media in today’s fraught environment?
By: Lauren Oyler
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American Sycamore
- A Novel
- By: Charles Kenney
- Narrated by: Michael F. Ward
- Length: 8 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 4
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 4
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Story4 out of 5 stars 4
Friends for most of their lives, Rob, Julia, and Ray are boomers who set out in their twenties to make things right in America. A couple since law school, Rob is a distinguished Constitutional scholar at Harvard and Julia a prominent journalist writing a book about the wreckage of the nation’s political life, while Ray serves as dean of the medical school. Ray’s work as a physician in a Vietnam combat zone left him scarred yet with a powerful and loving commitment to heal and to support his friends through tragedy.
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5 out of 5 stars
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The friendships
- By Barbara Whittaker on 04-20-24
By: Charles Kenney
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Where Rivers Part
- A Story of My Mother's Life
- By: Kao Kalia Yang
- Narrated by: Pamela Xiong, Kao Kalia Yang
- Length: 12 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 6
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 6
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Story5 out of 5 stars 6
Born in 1961 in war-torn Laos, Tswb’s childhood was marked by the violence of America’s Secret War and the CIA recruitment of the Hmong and other ethnic minorities into the lost cause. By the time Tswb was a teenager, the US had completely vacated Laos, and the country erupted into genocidal attacks on the Hmong people, who were labeled as traitors. Fearing for their lives, Tswb and her family left everything they knew behind and fled their village for the jungle.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Poor Performance, Beautiful Story
- By Princess Eggie on 03-27-24
By: Kao Kalia Yang
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Candy Darling
- Dreamer, Icon, Superstar
- By: Cynthia Carr
- Narrated by: Justin Vivian Bond
- Length: 14 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 3
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Story5 out of 5 stars 3
Growing up on Long Island, lonely and quiet and queer, she was enchanted by Hollywood starlets like Kim Novak. She found her turn in New York’s early Off-Off-Broadway theater scene, in Warhol’s films Flesh and Women in Revolt, and at the famed nightclub Max's Kansas City. She inspired songs by Lou Reed and the Rolling Stones. She became friends with Jane Fonda and Lily Tomlin, borrowed a dress from Lauren Hutton, posed for Richard Avedon, and performed alongside Tennessee Williams in his own play.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Thee candy darling’s bibile
- By Anile on 04-15-24
By: Cynthia Carr
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The Witch of New York
- The Trials of Polly Bodine and the Cursed Birth of Tabloid Justice
- By: Alex Hortis
- Narrated by: Erin Bennett
- Length: 8 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 6
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 6
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 6
The Witch of New York is the first narrative history about the dueling trial lawyers, ruthless newsmen, and shameless hucksters who turned the Polly Bodine case into America’s formative tabloid trial. An origin story of how America became addicted to sensationalized reporting of criminal trials, The Witch of New York vividly reconstructs an epic mystery from Old New York—and uses the Bodine case to challenge our system of tabloid justice of today.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Entertaining and scary but not for the reason you think
- By AnthonyandJessica on 04-21-24
By: Alex Hortis
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Let Me Lie
- By: Clare Mackintosh
- Narrated by: Gemma Whelan, Clare Mackintosh
- Length: 11 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 792
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 717
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Story4 out of 5 stars 714
Last year, Tom and Caroline Johnson chose to end their lives, one seemingly unable to live without the other. Their daughter, Anna, is struggling to come to terms with her parents' deaths, unwilling to accept the verdict of suicide. Now with a baby herself, Anna feels her mother's absence keenly and is determined to find out what really happened to her parents. But as she digs up the past, someone is trying to stop her. Sometimes it's safer to let things lie....
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5 out of 5 stars
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Wonderful...
- By Kelly on 03-16-18
By: Clare Mackintosh
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Rainbow Black
- A Novel
- By: Maggie Thrash
- Narrated by: Hope Newhouse
- Length: 12 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 3
Lacey Bond is a 13-year-old girl in New Hampshire growing up in the tranquility of her hippie parents’ rural daycare center. Then the Satanic Panic hits. It’s the summer of 1990 when Lacey ’s parents are handcuffed, flung into the county jail, and faced with a torrent of jaw-dropping accusations as part of a mass hysteria sweeping the nation. When a horrific murder brings Lacey to the breaking point, she makes a ruthless choice that will haunt her for decades.
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4 out of 5 stars
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fast paced look at the Satan nurseries- hysteria
- By Heather on 04-02-24
By: Maggie Thrash
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Here After
- A Memoir
- By: Amy Lin
- Narrated by: Amy Lin
- Length: 3 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 19
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 18
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 18
Amy Lin never expected to find a love like the one she shares with her husband, Kurtis, a gifted young architect who pulls her toward joy, adventure, and greater self-acceptance. On a sweltering August morning, only a few months shy of the newlyweds’ move to Vancouver, thirty-two-year-old Kurtis heads out to run a half-marathon with Amy’s family. It’s the last time she sees her husband alive.
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5 out of 5 stars
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5/5
- By Alyssa Beers on 04-12-24
By: Amy Lin
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The Mystery Writer
- By: Sulari Gentill
- Narrated by: Katherine Littrell
- Length: 10 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall3.5 out of 5 stars 7
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 5
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Story4 out of 5 stars 5
Theo Benton decides to move to the United States to finally finish her novel, and she is soon drawn into a literary labyrinth where identity is something that can be lost and remade for the sake of sales and readership. When her mentor and lover is brutally murdered, Theo wants the killer to be found and justice to be served. But when the prime suspect turns out to be her older brother, Gus, Theo does what is necessary to protect him—to save him. Then she disappears.
By: Sulari Gentill
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On Grief and Grieving
- By: Elisabeth Kübler-Ross, David Kessler
- Narrated by: David Kessler, Samantha Desz
- Length: 8 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 379
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 317
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Story5 out of 5 stars 312
On Death and Dying began as a theoretical book, an interdisciplinary study of our fear of death and our inevitable acceptance of it. It introduced the world to the now-famous five stages: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. On Grief and Grieving applies these stages to the process of grieving and weaves together theory, inspiration, and practical advice, all based on Kübler-Ross' and Kessler's professional and personal experiences.
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2 out of 5 stars
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If you fear death after loss, DON'T READ.
- By wrinkled sheets on 07-06-21
By: Elisabeth Kübler-Ross, and others
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Ghosted
- An American Story
- By: Nancy French
- Narrated by: Nancy French
- Length: 9 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 34
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 34
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Story5 out of 5 stars 34
A compelling, thought-provoking memoir about Nancy French's journey from her family's mountain roots to success as a ghostwriter, only to be rejected by her party, church, and community. Ghosted by New York Times bestselling author Nancy French is for all who were alienated by those closest to them and left spiritually and politically homeless.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A look inside a conflicted life in trying times
- By christine thomas on 04-26-24
By: Nancy French
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The Princess of Las Vegas
- A Novel
- By: Chris Bohjalian
- Narrated by: Saskia Maarleveld, Grace Experience
- Length: 11 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 49
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 46
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Story4 out of 5 stars 46
Crissy Dowling has created a world that suits her perfectly. She passes her days by the pool in a private cabana, she splurges on ice cream but never gains an ounce, and each evening she transforms into a Princess, performing her musical cabaret inspired by the life of the late Diana Spencer. Some might find her strange or even delusional, an American speaking with a British accent, hair feathered into a style thirty years old, living and working in a casino that has become a dated trash heap.
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2 out of 5 stars
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No likeable characters
- By Carlin on 03-31-24
By: Chris Bohjalian
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Bye, Baby
- A Novel
- By: Carola Lovering
- Narrated by: Helen Laser, Karissa Vacker
- Length: 11 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 260
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 257
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 257
On a brisk fall night in a New York apartment, 35-year-old Billie West hears terrified screams. It's her lifelong best friend Cassie Barnwell, one floor above, and she's just realized her infant daughter has gone missing. Billie is shaken as she looks down into her own arms to see the baby, remembering—with a jolt of fear—that she is responsible for the kidnapping that has instantly shattered Cassie’s world.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Not her best
- By Listening Queen on 03-13-24
By: Carola Lovering
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I See You
- By: Clare Mackintosh
- Narrated by: Rachel Atkins
- Length: 10 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 3,938
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 3,660
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Story4 out of 5 stars 3,658
Every morning and evening, Zoe Walker takes the same route to the train station, waits at a certain place on the platform, finds her favorite spot in the car, never suspecting that someone is watching her. It all starts with a classified ad. During her commute home one night, while glancing through her local paper, Zoe sees her own face staring back at her - a grainy photo along with a phone number and a listing for a website called FindTheOne.com.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Commuters Beware!
- By Carole T. on 02-23-17
By: Clare Mackintosh
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- Nev_Ber
- 04-02-24
This book was written for me!!
I lost my daughter 10 years ago to Leukemia and I recently lost my husband to sudden heart attack. I am grieving both for my daughter and my husband. Every chapter spoke to my heart. It was as if it was written for me.
This book was written with incredible honesty and insight about a very difficult subject such as the deep cutting grief of loosing a child. I cried with relief of how she truly understood and expressed my exact feelings. I cried for my daughter, my husband, my surviving son and for myself.
If you have lost someone very important to you, please read this book. It will be an incredible guide to your grief process.
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