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Before I Let Go

By: Kennedy Ryan
Narrated by: Wesleigh Siobhan, Jakobi Diem
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Publisher's summary

“Real, raw, magnificentBefore I Let Go is the beautiful angst I love to read.”Colleen Hoover, #1 New York Times bestselling author

Their love was supposed to last forever. But when life delivered blow after devastating blow, Yasmen and Josiah Wade found that love alone couldn’t solve or save everything.

It couldn’t save their marriage.

Yasmen wasn’t prepared for how her life fell apart, but she’s finally starting to find joy again. She and Josiah have found a new rhythm, co-parenting their two kids and running a thriving business together. Yet like magnets, they’re always drawn back to each other, and now they’re beginning to wonder if they’re truly ready to let go of everything they once had.

Soon, one stolen kiss leads to another…and then more. It's hot. It's illicit. It's all good—until old wounds reopen. Is it too late for them to find forever? Or could they even be better, the second time around?

Award-winning and bestselling "powerhouse" author Kennedy Ryan is at her absolute best in this compelling, scorching novel about hope and healing, and what it truly means to love for a lifetime (USA Today).

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©2022 Kennedy Ryan (P)2022 Forever

Critic reviews

"Ryan is a powerhouse of a writer."—USA Today
“Every time I think Kennedy Ryan can’t possibly raise the bar any further, she proves me wrong in the most delightful way possible."—Katee Robert, New York Times bestselling author of Neon Gods
"Every time Kennedy Ryan sits down to write a book, she is hunting big game from page one."—Sarah MacLean, New York Times bestselling author

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I was tricked

I don’t read romance novels AT ALL! I don’t even know how I found this book but I couldn’t put it down! I didn’t realize it was a romance because it was so well written. I have definitely found a new author to follow.

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Unbelievable

It's been a long time since a book made me feel such an array of emotions. Damn it, Kennedy! I had to physically force myself to stop listening so I can be an employee. Because if I got fired how else would I be able to afford any more of your gut-wrenching books? Oh, the sacrifices!!! Get this book people. And of course, the narration was top-notch. No regrets!!!

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Great

This is my first read from Kennedy Ryan and I love it. I went through so much in the beginning I had to skip to the end to make sure I get a happy ending lol! Love it. Narrators are the best!

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Amazing

I loved the love story in this book it shows how the love can conquer anything with just communication ❤️

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All emotions expressed ✅

I’ve been waiting for my Divine Duo ( Wesleigh Siobhan and Jakobi Diem) to grace me with their linguistic magic for some time now. All that was missing was Kennedy Ryan’s phenomenal words!! I was crying laughing, angrily aroused, and blissfully on edge the entire book!!! This book has it all! Thank you and keep ‘em coming!

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Masterpiece

There’s no other way to say it. All the emotions and seeing a woman dig herself out of a dark place to find the light and blossom even higher is amazing and I enjoyed every minute of it.

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I loved this book!

Kennedy Ryan did it again. This story is so beautifully written and she tastefully expressed the painful journey of loss and the vulnerability that is needed to recover from it. I loved the narration and personality that came through with each word spoken.

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Beautiful, emotional

I rarely leave reviews, but I had to for this book. It is utterly beautiful. It's raw and emotional and powerful. Jakobi Diem is a brilliant narrator, and Wesleigh Siobhan really impressed the hell out of me. The performance was utterly compelling. This book rode pretty hard on several of my triggers, and I initially put it down because it was so hard for me, but I couldn't stop thinking about it. It haunted me. And I had to go back. And I am so glad I did. Beautiful book.

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So relatable

This story was interesting but also empowering! This is worth the listen. Kennedy Ryan knows how to grasp her reader.

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Before I Let Go

I loved this story line, it let you know that somethings can work a second time around. It also let you know how important mental health is.

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